30
Years in mental health
27
Years of clinical practice
1M+
One million+ readers reached monthly via GoodTherapy.org, as Founder and former CEO
25 years of
providing
IFS therapy
Noah trained in IFS directly with its developer, Richard Schwartz, PhD, beginning in 2002. He went on to assist in IFS trainings, host workshops, and supervise other IFS therapists. In 2007 he founded GoodTherapy.org, one of the world’s leading mental health resources, which he led until 2018.
Some of the things
I help people with...
People come to therapy for many reasons. Some know exactly what hurts, others know that something just doesn't feel right. When something's off it can show up in how you relate to yourself, how you relate to others, how you cope with stress or pain, or in the distance between how you feel and how you'd like to feel.
WHAT I OFFER
Two ways we might work together.
Each begins with a free 15 minute consultation so we can briefly connect and see whether the fit feels right.
Individual IFS Psychotherapy
For adults who want to better understand themselves, work through painful or long standing patterns, and create deeper, more lasting change. My work is strongly informed by Internal Family Systems therapy, which helps us approach the parts of ourselves that struggle, react, protect, defend, or carry hurt and fear with curiosity and compassion, so that old patterns can begin to loosen and new ways of being can emerge.
Couples and Marriage Counseling
For couples who feel distant, conflicted, or caught in patterns they don’t know how to change. Couples therapy can help each person communicate more openly and understand one another more deeply, so that both partners feel heard, cared for, and less alone in the relationship. Along the way, couples begin to recognize the patterns they create together and learn new ways of responding that can bring more understanding, connection, and compassion into difficult moments.
When Self-Criticism Becomes Too Loud
When inner criticism grows loud, it can shape nearly every part of a person’s experience. It may feel like pressure to do more, disappointment no matter how much you accomplish, a tendency to focus only on flaws or mistakes, or a constant sense that you should be handling life better than you are. Online therapy can help you begin relating differently to yourself. Rather than treating self criticism as simply a bad habit, therapy can help uncover its purpose and, over time, help it transform.
Some people begin therapy because life has become visibly unmanageable. Others begin because they are exhausted by the tone of their own inner world. For many people in Vancouver, the hardest struggle is not always something dramatic happening on the outside. It is the voice inside that keeps correcting, judging, second guessing, and demanding more. It can make ordinary life feel surprisingly heavy. Even when you are doing many things well, some part of you may keep insisting it is not enough.
That kind of criticism can become so familiar that it barely registers as suffering. A person may think, “This is just how I stay responsible,” or “This is what keeps me from falling behind.” The pressure may even look useful from the outside. It can create discipline, high standards, and a strong sense of duty. But inwardly, it often comes at a cost. It becomes harder to rest, harder to trust yourself, and harder to feel any real satisfaction in what you do. The mind keeps looking for the flaw, the missed step, the thing that should have been handled better.
Over time, this can create a life that looks competent but feels tense. You may perform well at work, show up for other people, and keep your responsibilities moving, yet still feel as though you are living under a private regime of pressure. There is little softness in it. Little permission to simply be human. Even small mistakes can feel disproportionately painful because they are quickly absorbed into a larger story about inadequacy.
When Self Pressure Starts Running Your Life
One of the most difficult aspects of inner criticism is that it often hides inside admirable qualities. Conscientiousness, ambition, reliability, and thoughtfulness can all be good things. But sometimes they are intertwined with fear. A person may not only want to do well, they may feel they must do well in order to feel safe, worthy, or acceptable.
That is where self pressure can begin running more of life than you realize. You may find yourself replaying conversations long after they end. You may struggle to feel settled after making a decision because some part of you keeps scanning for what you missed. You may hold yourself to standards you would never impose on anyone else. In my article on self criticism and perfectionism, I explore how this kind of inner pressure often masquerades as strength while quietly creating anxiety, shame, and emotional exhaustion.
The problem is not simply that the inner critic is unpleasant. It is that it narrows life. It can make spontaneity feel risky. It can make rest feel undeserved. It can make connection harder because so much energy is spent managing yourself from the inside.
Why Harshness Usually Fails to Heal Anything
A lot of people have the implicit belief that criticism is what makes growth possible. They assume that if they stop being hard on themselves, they will become careless, lazy, or indulgent. But most people do not become freer and wiser through chronic self attack. More often, they become tense, defended, and disconnected from their own deeper needs.
Harshness may create movement, but it rarely creates peace. It may produce achievement, but achievement does not necessarily quiet shame. In fact, the more a person relies on criticism for motivation, the more difficult it can become to feel genuinely nourished by success. The mind simply moves the standard again and begins the next round of evaluation.
This is one reason people often start feeling estranged from themselves. The inner world becomes a place of management rather than refuge. A person can become very skilled at functioning while losing touch with joy, grief, tenderness, desire, and honest vulnerability. In why people lose touch with themselves, I write about how this disconnection often develops slowly, through adaptation, until it starts to feel normal.
What the Inner Critic May Be Trying to Protect
Although self criticism can feel cruel, it usually has a logic. Somewhere beneath the harshness, there is often fear. Fear of failure. Fear of humiliation. Fear of being exposed. Fear of not mattering. Sometimes the critic develops because softness once felt dangerous. Sometimes it formed in families or environments where love, approval, or stability seemed connected to performance. Sometimes it grew out of painful experiences where mistakes carried emotional consequences.
When you look at it that way, the critic starts to appear less like an enemy and more like a protective strategy that has become too extreme. It is trying to prevent pain by staying ahead of it. It believes that if it can evaluate you first, push you hard enough, and keep you from relaxing, it might save you from deeper hurt.
This is part of why I find the Internal Family Systems model of therapy so helpful. It offers a compassionate way of understanding that even painful patterns often have a protective intention. The goal is not to shame the critic into silence. The goal is to understand what it fears, what burden it carries, and what more vulnerable parts of you it may be trying to guard.
A More Compassionate Inner Life Is Not the Same as Giving Up
People sometimes worry that becoming kinder to themselves will make them less accountable. In practice, the opposite is often true. When people are not spending so much energy defending against shame, they can usually think more clearly, respond more honestly, and grow more steadily.
Compassion is not passivity. It is not pretending everything is fine. It is a different kind of relationship with your own humanity. It allows room for truth without turning every imperfection into an indictment. It creates the conditions for reflection instead of panic.
That shift can be profound. Instead of asking, “How do I force myself to improve?” therapy can begin asking, “What happens inside me when I feel flawed, uncertain, or not enough?” Instead of meeting pain with more pressure, a person can start learning how to meet this with self-compassion and kindness.
When the Inner Atmosphere Begins to Change
One of the most meaningful parts of therapy is that it can change the emotional climate inside a person. The critic may not vanish overnight, but it no longer has to dominate everything. There can be more room to pause, more room to question the old assumptions, and more room to recognize that your worth does not need to be negotiated every day through pressure.
As that begins to happen, other parts of life often shift too. Relationships can feel less strained because you are not carrying as much hidden shame into them. Work can feel less consuming because mistakes no longer define you in the same way. Rest can become more restorative because it is no longer shadowed by the feeling that you have not earned it. In awakening heart, I describe healing less as self improvement and more as a return to the qualities in us that know how to be present, compassionate, and alive.
Schedule a Free Phone Consultation
If you are tired of living with relentless inner pressure, therapy can help. I provide online therapy for adults in Washington who want to understand their patterns more deeply, loosen the grip of shame and self criticism, and build a more grounded and compassionate relationship with themselves.
You can learn more about my approach through the Awakening Heart website and reach out if you would like to schedule a consultation.
About Vancouver, Washington
Vancouver is a city in southwest Washington on the north side of the Columbia River, just across from Portland. For many people living here, therapy can offer a grounded place to step out of constant self pressure, reflect more honestly, and begin relating to themselves with greater steadiness and care.